I tried to tell you I love you
but the words were hard to find.
I'm always thinking about you
you're the only one on my mind.
Oh why do I act so shy forever hiding my face
I should learn to laugh and not to cry put your self in my place.
There were times I tried to kiss you but something told me no.
You wanted me to hold you but
I kept letting you go.
I'm afraid that I am not the guy
you've searched for all these years.
I will kindly leave now don't you cry
try to hold back your tears.
It's been so long I haven't seen you
for quite awhile
When I think of how we me met it only
brings back your smile.
I remember when I held you then and
told you we'd never part
I loved you then I love you now and
I'll hold you in my heart.
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Thursday, October 14, 2010
NOBODY KNOW BUT ME
Wish I told her how I feel,
Maybe she'd be here right now
but instead...
I pretend that I'm glad you went away
These four walls closing more every day
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Why didn't I say the things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a-tumblin' down
I can say it so clearly but you're nowhere around
The nights are so lonely the days are so sad and
I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me
I carry smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm trembling inside
And nobody knows it but me (yeah)
[Nobody Knows It But Me lyrics on http://www.elyricsworld.com]
Lie awake, it's a quarter past three
I'm screaming at night if I thought you'd hear me
Yeah, my heart is calling you
And nobody knows it but me (well, well)
How blue can I get?
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
Billion words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know I'll be loving you still
The nights are so lonely the days are so sad and
I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me
oooo oohhhhh yeah
Tomorrow morning, I'm a hit a dusty road
Gonna find you, where ever, ever you might go
And I'm gonna load my heart and hope you come back to me
The nights are so lonely the days are so sad and
I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Thursday, October 7, 2010
sana andito ka?
Ang sarap isipin na nandito ka sa tabi ko....
Minsan sa buhay natin hindi natin maiwasan na pangarapin na sana katabi natin yung taong mahal natin. Yung tipong sana pagkatapos ng trabaho ko nandun sya at naghihintay. Hinihintay ang pag-uwi ko at sabay kaming maglalakad papunta sa sakayan, tabi kami sa jeep,tricycle o bus. Kapag naramdaman kong pagod ako o may masakit sa akin hihilig ako sa balikat nya at makakatulog.
Kahit anong pagod mo mawawala makita lang ang ngiti nya. Napagod ka man sa trabaho feeling mo Laging kang malakas at nakangiti. Ang sarap talaga isipin pero......
mas masakit isipin na wala ka pala sa tabi ko....
grrrrr........
Today is not a good day.
The ache in my soul is almost to much to bare.
A replay that day in my head over and over again.
I felt so helpless.
I tired but I failed you, I couldnt save you.
I feel like I dont know who I am anymore yet at the same time I've never known myself better.
I now know the meaning of life and that "Where ever you go there you are" is not just a cliche but a true statement.
You can't escape you. Ever if no one else knows, you know.
Good or bad, you know. Sometimes I feel that there isnt any room for me to care about anything else.
That nothing could affect me anymore. Nothing in the world could hurt as much as this.
I want to block out everyone and everything but I dont because I dont want to hurt anyone.
They all say the same thing " dont shut me out", "dont shut yourself away from the world", "we care about you and we dont like to see you sad".
I dont want them to hurt the way I hurt. Yet at the same time I think about how selfish it is of them to want me to do something I dont want to nor can do.
I'm sorry if my grief interferes with what you think I should be doing.
So I continue to put on the brave face, all the while I'm choking back the tears past my broken heart to the depths of my soul.
Broken, thats a good word to describe how I feel........
broken
The ache in my soul is almost to much to bare.
A replay that day in my head over and over again.
I felt so helpless.
I tired but I failed you, I couldnt save you.
I feel like I dont know who I am anymore yet at the same time I've never known myself better.
I now know the meaning of life and that "Where ever you go there you are" is not just a cliche but a true statement.
You can't escape you. Ever if no one else knows, you know.
Good or bad, you know. Sometimes I feel that there isnt any room for me to care about anything else.
That nothing could affect me anymore. Nothing in the world could hurt as much as this.
I want to block out everyone and everything but I dont because I dont want to hurt anyone.
They all say the same thing " dont shut me out", "dont shut yourself away from the world", "we care about you and we dont like to see you sad".
I dont want them to hurt the way I hurt. Yet at the same time I think about how selfish it is of them to want me to do something I dont want to nor can do.
I'm sorry if my grief interferes with what you think I should be doing.
So I continue to put on the brave face, all the while I'm choking back the tears past my broken heart to the depths of my soul.
Broken, thats a good word to describe how I feel........
broken
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
LOVE MOVES IN……….?
sabi nila love move’s in mysterious way… pero tell me paano ba naging mysterious ang magmahal?? sige isa isahin natin kung bakit, paano, saan, kelan, at ano tayo magmahal…..
naranasan mo na bang:
~~magmahal sa isang kaibigan- magsisimula bilang isang mabuting pagkakaibigan, pero madedevelope into a romantic feeling
~~ magmahal sa taong hindi pa nakikita- actually uso to ngayon!! ahahah.. syempre sa dami ng social networking sites na sinasalihan like blogging and chatting! en even in texting. na kahit hindi mo pa nakikita eh nahuhulog na ang loob mo dahil sa palagiang pakikipag usap nyo.
~~ magmahal ng dalawa- minsan sa hindi sinasadyang pagkakataon eh nagmamahal tayo ng higit sa isang tao. (alam nyo bang mas mahirap at masakit ang nasa posisyon ng namimili kesa sa pagpipilian?) :)
~~ magmahal ng mahal ng isang kaibigan or malapit sa puso- eto na siguro ang pinaka mahirap na sitwasyon kung ikaw ay magmamahal, dahil dalawa lang ang pagpipilian mong kalabanin.. ang nararamdaman mo at konsenya mo.
~~ magmahal ng may mahal ng iba- dito pumapasok si ms/mr martyr! lolz. na kahit my kahati ka eh tatanggapin mo, mabigyan kalang ng kapiranggot na panahon at oras.
~~magmahal ng my mahal kang iba- minsan iniisip ko, kasalanan ba ang magmahal ng iba habang my mahal ka na?? pagtataksil naba ang tawag dito?? para sakin kase, hindi natin kontrolado ang puso hindi gaya ng utak.. kung magmahal man tayo ng iba sa di sinasadyang pagkakataon ay hindi eto kasalanan! magiging kasalanan lamang eto “if you entertain the feeling.”
~~ magmahal sa taong hindi mo nakakasama- well eto ang tinatawag na long distance relationship. sabi nila wala daw nagtatagal sa ganitong set up! dahil sa ibang tao walang silbi ang relasyon kung hindi mo naman eto nakakasama! pero my iilang tao naman na nabubuhay at kuntento sa salitang “LOVE” kahit malayo ang kanilang minamahal.
~~magmahal sa isang ilusyon- pagmamahal sa isang taong hindi ka man lang kilala or nagmamahal ng isang taong malayo sa buhay mo.
~~magmahal sa maling pagkakataon at panahon – hmmmm…alam nyo ba ang kantang somewhere down the road? ayun ang drama nito! :)
~~ magmahal ng taong hindi ka kayang mahalin- awwwts! pero nangyayari eto, madalas! pero anung magagawa kundi lumayo, (biglang wala akong makoment dito lolz) saying move on or letting go is so easy to say but its the hardest thing to do ayyt?!!
~~ magmahal sa taong mahal ka- oh well obvious naman na eto ang uri ng pagmamahal na hinahangad ng lahat.. ang mahalin ng taong ating iniibig! ayieeee
ngayon ipaliwanag mo sakin ang kasabihang “love moves in mysterious way”! :)
at saan ka sa mga nabanggit ko?? AMININ! :)
naranasan mo na bang:
~~magmahal sa isang kaibigan- magsisimula bilang isang mabuting pagkakaibigan, pero madedevelope into a romantic feeling
~~ magmahal sa taong hindi pa nakikita- actually uso to ngayon!! ahahah.. syempre sa dami ng social networking sites na sinasalihan like blogging and chatting! en even in texting. na kahit hindi mo pa nakikita eh nahuhulog na ang loob mo dahil sa palagiang pakikipag usap nyo.
~~ magmahal ng dalawa- minsan sa hindi sinasadyang pagkakataon eh nagmamahal tayo ng higit sa isang tao. (alam nyo bang mas mahirap at masakit ang nasa posisyon ng namimili kesa sa pagpipilian?) :)
~~ magmahal ng mahal ng isang kaibigan or malapit sa puso- eto na siguro ang pinaka mahirap na sitwasyon kung ikaw ay magmamahal, dahil dalawa lang ang pagpipilian mong kalabanin.. ang nararamdaman mo at konsenya mo.
~~ magmahal ng may mahal ng iba- dito pumapasok si ms/mr martyr! lolz. na kahit my kahati ka eh tatanggapin mo, mabigyan kalang ng kapiranggot na panahon at oras.
~~magmahal ng my mahal kang iba- minsan iniisip ko, kasalanan ba ang magmahal ng iba habang my mahal ka na?? pagtataksil naba ang tawag dito?? para sakin kase, hindi natin kontrolado ang puso hindi gaya ng utak.. kung magmahal man tayo ng iba sa di sinasadyang pagkakataon ay hindi eto kasalanan! magiging kasalanan lamang eto “if you entertain the feeling.”
~~ magmahal sa taong hindi mo nakakasama- well eto ang tinatawag na long distance relationship. sabi nila wala daw nagtatagal sa ganitong set up! dahil sa ibang tao walang silbi ang relasyon kung hindi mo naman eto nakakasama! pero my iilang tao naman na nabubuhay at kuntento sa salitang “LOVE” kahit malayo ang kanilang minamahal.
~~magmahal sa isang ilusyon- pagmamahal sa isang taong hindi ka man lang kilala or nagmamahal ng isang taong malayo sa buhay mo.
~~magmahal sa maling pagkakataon at panahon – hmmmm…alam nyo ba ang kantang somewhere down the road? ayun ang drama nito! :)
~~ magmahal ng taong hindi ka kayang mahalin- awwwts! pero nangyayari eto, madalas! pero anung magagawa kundi lumayo, (biglang wala akong makoment dito lolz) saying move on or letting go is so easy to say but its the hardest thing to do ayyt?!!
~~ magmahal sa taong mahal ka- oh well obvious naman na eto ang uri ng pagmamahal na hinahangad ng lahat.. ang mahalin ng taong ating iniibig! ayieeee
ngayon ipaliwanag mo sakin ang kasabihang “love moves in mysterious way”! :)
at saan ka sa mga nabanggit ko?? AMININ! :)
Monday, October 4, 2010
HOW????
Paano ko ba isisigaw na MINAMAHAL kita????Paano ko ipaparamdam sa harapan ng iba ang PAG-IBIG na nadarama????Kung ang MAHALIN ka ay hindi tama…Kung hindi pwedeng ipaglaban ang pagmamahal na nadarama ng puso ko para sayo…Kalilimutan na lang ba kita…Kahit na alam ko na ako ang kauna-unahang masasaktan pag-ginawa ko na pigilan ang sariling MAHALIN KA ka…
O patuloy na MAMAHALIN ka kahit na hindi tama….Ngunit, paano ang gagawin ko kung handa ka na rin na mahalin ako…Tatalikuran ba kita o sasabihin ko na MAHAL na MAHAL kita…Paano ko sasabihin sayo na mali ang MAHALIN ka ngayong naipadama ko na….Sa ngayon Ito lang ang masasabi ko sabihin man nila na mali ang MAHALIN ka..Para sa akin walang mali sa PAG-IBIG o PAGMAMAHAL na nadarama ko para sayo…
O patuloy na MAMAHALIN ka kahit na hindi tama….Ngunit, paano ang gagawin ko kung handa ka na rin na mahalin ako…Tatalikuran ba kita o sasabihin ko na MAHAL na MAHAL kita…Paano ko sasabihin sayo na mali ang MAHALIN ka ngayong naipadama ko na….Sa ngayon Ito lang ang masasabi ko sabihin man nila na mali ang MAHALIN ka..Para sa akin walang mali sa PAG-IBIG o PAGMAMAHAL na nadarama ko para sayo…
Faith In Love
The things you say make me melt.
Even though the cards we’ve been delt.
We are both struggling with every day.
But our love remains the same.When I am weak you are there to pick me up.
You don’t even care or raise such a fuss.
And when you are sad and feeling let down.
Then it’s my turn to give you the strength.
I love you dear and this much is true.
Even though I know I can be hard on you.
I want you to know that I’m trying my best.
To have faith and you know the rest.
I pray for you every night.
I hate it when we fight.
I keep feeling like I should stay strong.
And to just hold on ’cause it won’t be long.
I believe that through all of this.
We will be too in love to quit.
You are my love and my heart’s true desire.
You are the one that lights my fire.
Everything you do to show me your love.
Helps me get through all of these troubles.
I will hold on just a little bit longer.
And to have faith and try not be so hard.
I miss you so much I’ve said it a thousand times.
And I’ll keep saying it till you are mine.
Even though the cards we’ve been delt.
We are both struggling with every day.
But our love remains the same.When I am weak you are there to pick me up.
You don’t even care or raise such a fuss.
And when you are sad and feeling let down.
Then it’s my turn to give you the strength.
I love you dear and this much is true.
Even though I know I can be hard on you.
I want you to know that I’m trying my best.
To have faith and you know the rest.
I pray for you every night.
I hate it when we fight.
I keep feeling like I should stay strong.
And to just hold on ’cause it won’t be long.
I believe that through all of this.
We will be too in love to quit.
You are my love and my heart’s true desire.
You are the one that lights my fire.
Everything you do to show me your love.
Helps me get through all of these troubles.
I will hold on just a little bit longer.
And to have faith and try not be so hard.
I miss you so much I’ve said it a thousand times.
And I’ll keep saying it till you are mine.
You ask me if I LOVE YOU
You ask me if I love you, and I ask myself how to begin to share with you the feelings in my heart. You inspire in me a love so deep words cannot describe it, so powerful that it overwhelms my every thought. You ask me if I love you, and I wish there were a way you could just see into my soul and find the depth of passion, tenderness, and love that holds you closer to my heart than anyone or anything else. You ask me if I love you, and I look into the magic of your eyes and promise, "Yes I love you… I always will".
Brokenheart
I will never forget the days we once had
The days when you were everything to me
My mind used to tell me we’d be together forever
But now I realize that was all a big dream
The feelings I have for you will never go
I wish I could take back that one regretful day
The day when I willingly let you slide from my arms
Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets
That I would once have to live through
The sight of you in someone else’s arms
Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces
I sometimes wonder if you still think of me
Or if to you, I’m just a face in the crowd
I wish so very much that one day we can have it all back
But for now, I’ll sit here silently
Remembering all the memories we once shared
Everyday my love grows much stronger
Hoping that one day you will feel the same
And put back the pieces of my broken heart.
The days when you were everything to me
My mind used to tell me we’d be together forever
But now I realize that was all a big dream
The feelings I have for you will never go
I wish I could take back that one regretful day
The day when I willingly let you slide from my arms
Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets
That I would once have to live through
The sight of you in someone else’s arms
Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces
I sometimes wonder if you still think of me
Or if to you, I’m just a face in the crowd
I wish so very much that one day we can have it all back
But for now, I’ll sit here silently
Remembering all the memories we once shared
Everyday my love grows much stronger
Hoping that one day you will feel the same
And put back the pieces of my broken heart.
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